- Can you call your ex without it being awkward?
yes 
- Do you still talk to the person you last kissed on the lips?
^
- Is your room ever clean?
i don’t have a room / no, it rarely ever is
- Do you drink bottled water?
lots, everyday
- What are you listening to at the moment?
a one tree hill soundtrack on spotify
vertical horizon is playing, aorn
- Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
i did not get the job i was looking forward to getting
MAJOR BUMMER
- If you are being extremely quiet, what does that mean?
i feel pretty uncomfortable, wherever it is i am
whatever it is i am doing 
- Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
no, prbly not
well, it depends, i guess
- Is the last person of the opposite sex you texted single?
…yes
- Do you remember the person you first kissed?
sort of
- When was the last time you cried?
i can’t remember
it’s actually been quite awhile
- What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
talked to alecia?
- How would you feel about traveling abroad alone?
YES, PLEASE AND THANK YOU VERY MUCH GOODSIR
- Did you mean it when you said “I love you” last?
um, i meant it at the time, when i said it
but things change
- Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
no idea~
- List three things near you:
~cell phone
~a piece of white paper covered in multiple places i could work (thanks to kelsey) & pretty names like josephine
~can 3/4 full of pepsi cola
-Do you like winter? 
no, not really
- What are you scared of most?
i have a phobia of becoming completely numb (physically & emotionally)
creepy crawlers
HEIGHTS
masked things/people
- Have you ever given out your number and then regretted it?
no
- Do you curse a lot?
like a pretty, little sailor
- How many pillows do you sleep with?
four & a body pillow
- Are you drunk?
nope
- What was the last song you listened to that made you cry?
oh, i don’t know
- Your ex REALLY needs you at 3am and you have a way to their house would you go?
yeah, probably
- Are girls too dramatic?
yes, they are
- Does the thought of marriage scare you? 
very much so
- Would your parents get mad if you got drunk while they were present?
not really
- Would you date someone who lived in another state? 
UGH NO NEVER
- Are you friends with your ex? 
define “friend”
- Where is the person you last texted? 
prbly at her gramma’s house
- When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
funny you should ask…
RIGHT NOW
- What did you wake up to today?
WAKE UP MAGGIE I THINK I GOT SOMETHING TO SAY TO YOU
- Did you eat a cookie today?
no
- What was the last thing you ate? 
spaghetti
- Have you ever laid on a bed and stayed there for no reason at all?
yes
- Have you and the last person you kissed ever talked about going out?
we did, for over a yr
- What does the last text message in your inbox say?
“well that was friggin random :p so whatve you been up to?”
- Who’s car were you last in and where were you going?
brenna’s, i thinnnnnnnnnnnnk or my mum’s
& home

One. What is your middle name? Christyna!
Two. What are you passionate about? I used to be passionate about so many different subjects, but now I feel like those things are mere shadows of a person I only cling to, for fear of the time when I finally let go and realize that I am no one all over again. I suppose you could say that I am passionate about believing in the make believe.
Three. Zebra or leopard print? Zebra.
Four. Do you have any fears? Tons! Camping, Psychopaths, Analgesia (LOOK IT UP, PERVS), and absolutely anything that pops out at me, OR loud (sudden) noises.
Five. Silver or gold? Gold.
Six. Top three places to visit. Paris, GREECE, Australia.
Seven. How many siblings do you have? One.
Eight. Where are you from? South Carolina.
Nine. First career you wanted as a child. An actress.
Ten. What’s your sign? Taurus.
Eleven. Future names of your children. They tend to change every few months, but - Eliza (Girl) & Elijah (Boy).
Twelve. Do you have any pets? Nope.
Thirteen. What are you listening to right now? Soco Amaretto Lime - Brand New
Fourteen. Do you believe in fate/destiny? Sometimes.
Fifteen. What are your career goals? Nurse, Psychiatric Nurse, Psychologist, High School Counselor, English Professor, Best Selling Author.
Sixteen. What is your favorite color? Forest green.
Seventeen. What is your favorite flower? Gardenia.
Eighteen. What was the first concert/show you attended? Aaron Carter?
Nineteen. Something you are working on right now. Being kind.
Twenty. Have you ever had a near-death experience? I suppose not.
Twenty-one. Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early? I suck ass at getting anything done, true story.
Twenty-two. Left or right handed? I wish I was left-handed.
Twenty-three. TV Shows you watch regularly. One Tree Hill, Supernatural, Psych, Bones (unless Bones&Booth’s baby dies, THEN I AM NEVER WATCHING ANOTHER EPI AGAIN, EVERVEVRVEVREVVER), PLL, The Mentalist, The Finder.
Twenty-four. Where do you work? Inside my head.
Twenty-five. Halloween costume idea for this year? Anything but myself.
Twenty-six. What is your relationship status? LONESOME FOREBER!
Twenty-seven. Last movie you just watched. Soul Surfer.
Twenty-eight. Your best friend’s name. N/A
Twenty-nine. A song that’s been stuck in your head. Good Vibrations - The Beach Boys
Thirty. A book you want to read/have recently read. 
Last book I read - The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath
Book/s I want to read - The Killables by Gemma Malley &/or Pandemonium by Lauren Oliver

Have you had a rough week?
Mostly, yes. I tend to have a lot of rough weeks, but I get by, nonetheless.

Do you own an msn account?
Yes, I do! It’s cherryblossomowl@live.com, in case you (as in, everyone whom reads this) are wondering.

Do you swear often, do you have a dirty whorish mouth?
YES, I DO!

Is there anything in your life you’d change, if you could?
Plenty of things, in all honesty. Oh God, just thinking about it fills my mind to the brim with multiple things.

Are you a talkative person?
Depending on whom I am around. Usually, if the other person/people I am with are quiet enough, I will fill the empty air surrounding us. Even if someone is chatty, I will keep the conversation flowing. Only when I am around those I don’t really know very well is when I tend to quiet down. Or when I am angry or depressed - I won’t talk much then.

What’s on your schedule for tomorrow?
Babysitting. Both of my parents are scheduled to work tomorrow night and my nine-year-old brudda needs tending to.

Whats the last piercing you got?
Uh, it may have been my sitting on Bridget’s bathroom counter, piercing my monroe myself with the wrong kind of piercing needle, just for kicks. Or my visiting Wal-Mart to get my ears re-pierced.

Are you currently sick or healthy?
I keep getting sicker and sicker, I am afraid. But I hope to change that around soon enough. I need to be/get better.

Did your night suck last night?
Not too bad. I was a bit depressed in the evening, but napping and waking up to being in my beau’s arms helped lots.

Describe what your life has been like this past month, in one word?
Evolving.

Tell us about your crush!?
You mean my beau of precisely eleven months and seven days? The best thing in the world, that is what he is. Everyday, my love.

Are you the youngest person living in your house?
No, I am not. I am the second youngest.

Do you have a bad temper?
I have one of those tempers that contains itself for a good amount of time, until one small interaction or lousy situation spoils it onto bursting. Then, I am like a horrid storm, destroying everything in my path, leaving nothing behind and still well. When I get angry, the ground shakes and the skies fall.

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
I do, sort of. Perhaps, a different country.

What do you spend most of your money on?
I am dirt broke, lovelies.

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
My beauboo, as always.

Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Yes, they have and yes, I do. I do have pretty eyes. Like oceans, they are.

Do you find long distance relationships hard?
Indeed, I do find them hard, difficult, unbearable. Nearly no use to developing them, in my opinion.

How long is your hair?
Merely past thy shoulder tips.

Last movie you watched in cinemas?
Good God, I can not remember. It has been centuries since I have stepped foot inside a cinema. Pity.

What are you listening to?
Right now? Naive by The Kooks just began playing on itunes. Joy. Love those Kooks.

Last time you went swimming in a pool?
Few months before now. When I lived in the last resort I lived in, there was pool and hot tub access.

Where was the last place you bought something?
Rite-Aid, but it was not with my own money. And it was this stuff for my hair, to remove the hair dye that remains in it now. ‘Bout to be back to being a ginger!

What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
~ugh, i hate nightmares~

Have you ever been IN a wedding?
Yes, my cousin Summer’s wedding, which was not too far back in time. I was a bride’s maid. It was a beautiful experience, aside from tripping while walking down the aisle and nearly falling into a hole, then having to leave early because my ankle grew in size greatly from being so sore. Yikes, what a memory.

Do you have any children?
Do I wish, every single day of my life. I would be wonderful mother, I think, I hope.

Could you handle being in the military?
I could, in fact. But I do not want to. I think that is the difference.

When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
Whenever my beau tickles me insane, which was two days prior to this one.

Do you wish you could move?
Yes, I do. So badly. Anywhere else would be lovely.

Are you comfortable with your height?
I do wish I were a bit taller, but no much.

Think back to yesterday, what were you doing around this time?
I do think I was either napping or playing Call Of Duty: Black Ops on xbox live.

Are you taller than 5’5”?
No, I am not. 5’5” on the dot, I am assuming.

What is the last thing someone bought you?
Japanese food at this little place called Mon Cafe. Lovely, lovely, even with the stomach pains.

Do you get drunk every weekend?
No, I do not.

Have you ever worked in a food place?
No, I have not.

What’s a fact about the last person who had their arms around you?
His middle name is Estil, which I love to death.

Invariably, I am writing over whom I was and never whom I have become, for I think the person I have become frustrates and offends me so, that I think she deserves no word or phrase. They tell me, Depression can be your excuse, excuse yourself to cry and scream and fight, you have an excuse. But such excuse is for naught, I believe. Because no excuse, whatsoever, can force them to see what this illness has done to me. As if the world has ceased to exist; no trees, no birds of flight, no rummaging folk about and surround - I am alone. I am peeling and biting the skin backward from without my nail beds. I am scratching and cutting. Must I be ready one hour before I am said to leave, can never be wet with a single splash of liquid, will not allow another to apply mascara to my longest and shortest eye lashes, cannot have my food on my dinner’s plate touching, unless I am willing to break, break, break like the glass sculpture that I am. Does this force myself to be any less of a human? Or frighteningly, does it make me more of one?

Everyday seems so dull and drab, sometimes irksome and tiresome without having a camera of some kind at my side, feeding my ability to film the world in the ways that my mind cannot always. Whenever my eyes are a lens, I feel at peace, for life is seemingly much more beautiful than before, if I can catch it all in one glimpse. Because with the condition of everything happening all at once, you miss things; moments fall misplaced, under clothes thrown to the floor and behind all those trees that surround you. You miss things and I don’t want to miss things. I want to perceive everything that is there, all in one second, and keep it in a memory forever, one that I can hang on a wall side or put in a frame. I want everything to stay, because it is an awful misfortune that things must go, and must been hidden, and must be never found. Especially when you are one of those folk who wish them never to be.

My favorite weather is a weather like the weather today; only a weightless breeze, yet heavy enough to carry the skinniest strands of your hair. Sunshine everywhere, a warmth you could be naked in, and feel perfect. All those moments you could never care for what time it is, I have cared, finding it of more delight to never be in one place for quite too long, always causing movement. I decide that caking my face with make-up is a top priority at the most strangest of times. It is very rare that I ever laugh the same laugh twice, or perhaps three times. I can mimic Rob Schneider in nearly every film that he is in. The languidly, soft tunes like Angus and Julia Stone or GATH and the loud, dance beats like Nicki Minaj or The Bird and The Bee are what I like most.

Air-conditioned rooms, thin sheets, Summer days, fantasy novels, closed mouths, wandering eyes, sea creatures, severe writer’s block, unrequited love, high expectations, couch corners, the meetings of a shoulder and tired mind, compliments, Greek mythology, the impossible, secrets, outlandish habits, curled locks, feng shui, comfort, control, moments spent dreaming, flowers, company at only arm’s length, conquering, heightened uses of sarcasm, perfect teeth, freckles, well deserved energy, intelligent folk, soft music, what is broken, escapism, wealth, cats, beach sand bedding itself between your toes, laughter, hands, astrology, psychology, nude skin, empty stomachs, light hearts, dressing down, old wives tales, family get-togethers, an understanding, still shots, self-expression, philosophy, the sense of belonging, swell nature, growth, belief in the things no one else has the courage to, the 90’s, open minds, trees, passion, individuality, independence, brotherly love, British slang, old video games, finding forgotten cash in your suppose-to-be empty pockets, patience, returning to a place you have not been to in ages, admiration, curiosity, poetry, cameras, bare feet, large eyes, soul: Stormy Cannon.

Whew, do I hate the feeling afterward working out for the first time in forever.

Introduce yourself. List your likes and dislikes:

My name is Stormy Cannon. I am eighteen years old, as of May 6 of this year. A Taurus girl, matter of factly. I live at home in Myrtle Beach, South Carolina with my mother, father, kid brother, and late boyfriend. I have manic depression, bipolar disorder, ADD, Acid Reflux Disease, and the passionate need to have everything forced into my own means of perfection. I will be great, one day, if not today. I will be great.

Likes:
Freckles, laughter, nature, oceans, brotherly love, lively colors, empty stomachs, long eye lashes, full lips, perfect teeth, curls, internet browsing, good music, Pepsi Cola, water, chilled breezes, climbing, shoes, overall knowledge of life, understanding, assisting others, messes, poetry, Sylvia Plath, Heath Ledger, photography, prose, losing weight, feeling whole, having purpose, thrills, decoration, plays, texting at the most inappropriate moments, art, skin covered in ink or paint or charcoal, busying self, realization, being single and free, meeting new people, heartfelt conversations, breathing fresh air, cigarettes, weed, family, compliments, faint teasing, warm clothes, creation, soul, cloud-like mattresses, attics, air-conditioning, siblings, feeling loved and desired, fancy electronics, gifts, passion, harsh sarcasm, being in the nude!, wishes come true, 90’s tunes, heightened vocabularies, being with on an identical level as someone else, letting go, light being carried throughout blinds, soft skin, bathing in cool water afterward spending a hot day at the beach, sand between your toes, clean sheets, swell rest, dreams, Feng Shui, Astrology, teaching of the mind, eccentric beings, what is broken, long hallways, large houses, that of the material concept, family get-togethers, scars, lasting.

Dislikes:
Large amounts of hair, irritated skin, thin lips, nervous reactions, make-up, heavily tanned skin, closed-minded folk, set opinions, the push and shove of religion onto another, loud noises, people jumping out at you, ghost stories, a lack of good health, exhaustion, mental instability, ignorant thoughts, sour facts, the truth of all things, reality, hard labor, losing your train of thought, forgetting someone’s name, forgetting, what is broken, mending, pills, the falling apart of great families, losing touch, abandonment, being truly at lone, yearning for what is missing, vanishing, Depression, beer, having been scolded, another attempting to vary my ways, lack of acceptance, Law and Order, things in black and white, weeping, pour sensations of the body and heart and soul, Acid Reflux Disease, death, the need in some folk to harm others, the loss of mind itself, seeing one you love in pain, losing, foul judgment, sleeping for far too many hours, the inability to fit into your clothes for weight gained, not being noticed for what you are, being far too careless over the knowledge of right and wrong, sweaty and humid weather, sweating, bad hair days, the emotion I feel afterward writing a new piece, lack of success, failing, someone telling you what you already know of, heart break.